Saturday, October 30, 2010

Why America in always on the anvil?

Two things that define the 20th century world are Petroleum and USA. Of course the two things are intertwined; for hadn't it been Oil, America wouldn't have dragged it's foot in so much mire as it had. Personally speaking I, myself, am not a big fan of USA given that its the same country that sent its naval ship against India during the war of 1971 and its the same country that continues to fund Pakistan's military budget (even though implicitly) but the thing that has alarmed me in recent times is criticism of Uncle Sam from a select few countries.
I would be more specific here and point out to three countries - North Korea, Venezuela and Iran. Its rather funny to find that leaders of these countries- Kim Jong Ill, Hugo Chavez and Mahmoud Ahmedinijad are either dictators themselves or are running them anyways implicitly. There are blatant human rights violations in these countries, unstable financial conditions (except Iran, I would say here) but still the focal point of the leaders of these countries seems to be lambasting America on even the minutest of issues. whenever I think of this my naive mind can up with only three reason to explain rather abnormal behavior of these countries:
1. USA with its historical record is no hero in eyes of many a people and leaders of these countries want to thrive on those feelings to gain popularity. UK and USA were seen as main villain in Iran and were seen to be the guardians of the monarchy over there prior to Islamic Revolution in 1979. America's involvement in the Korean war and its "big Daddy" role in western hemisphere justifies hatred of North Korea and Venezuela. But take another of america's victims Vietnam- the country most savaged by USA and its belligerent policies. But this decided to move on and is presently one of the most thriving economies of the world. I don't say that Vietnam in any way has forgot the trauma of Vietnam war but it is focusing on rather more important issues now. The leaders of the aforementioned countries , on the contrary, still like to dig old graves.
2. USA provides a perfect shield for these leaders to shield their own shortcomings. Have a look at North Korea. The country still lives in darkness, literally, the only urbanized place is PyongYang, their capital, and most of its citizen living below poverty line. Few days back I saw a documentary where many North Koreans were shown making prior appointments for cataract operation and somehow they were made to believe cataract operation was more important and expensive than say cancer treatment. And in their ignorance those patients really believed in what they were said and thanked Kim Jong Ill, like God,for the operation. And in this country the only news that makes headlines is USA.
3. Lastly USA plays a perfect deviation for these leaders to carry out their black propaganda. Take Hugo Chavez for instance. This guy has been making many a attempts to land himself absolute power and infinite term but the only news we get out of Venezuela is Chavez's criticizing USA for this or that reason.
Its true that people of these countries have their hatred for USA but so does the citizens of many other country, but while other countries have moved on and are catering to more important issues, people here are still stuck with USA and reason their leaders. Its time they should move on to and look for other important matters.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Spontaneous!!!

I was relaxing on Jhaji's bed, getting my back straight as the bed had no cushion... suddenly taste of dosa ran across my mouth...asked to Pankaj "feel like eating dosa?"...replied in affirmative and there we went...not thinking about 40+ temperature outside and 70+ humidity...now thats spontaneous.
Not long ago I used to take spontaneous as whimsical, having a notion that spontaneity may lead to wrong results but not anymore. Of course I am yet not as spontaneous as many people are, I might not even be counted as one yet, but for a person like me, who used to make every decision from brain and not allowed spinal cord(master of reflex action) to even control blinking of eyes, I think its a long stride.
Now most of my decisions are spontaneous, even the decision to write this blog and I have no grudge that I made this change in myself for first it saves a hell lot of time used otherwise on planning and second it allows one to live life minute by minute. I have seen people thinking a lot before committing to anything and yet catastrophe occurs so why not save brain and time.
Having said that I would like to add not everything has to be spontaneous. Something in life need meticulous planning and they should be done likewise.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

what has become of me!!!

I always wanted to be big, big in achievements, big in stature, big in social position rather the only place i turned to be big is size, a big stomach.
Tomorrow Microsoft is visiting our campus and I find myself well short of preparations. I have a job in hand and that too in a good firm but I never wanted to end there. I now realize somewhere, at some point of time I had become complacent. I always said to others never to allow smugness to enter into you, but unfortunately I had.
I have a good friend circle and I enjoy their companionship, but to say the truth they all seem "satisfied" with the position they are in. I always avoided this mentality but not after I got myself a job.
Here I am not lamenting but rather writing this post so that in future I don't loose my sight. Enough is enough, hopefully I won't repeat this mistake again.
Bye.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

The worst mistake during my stay at ISM

You don't know why it happened once it has happened... only thing you wish is it should not have happened.
Today I made worst mistake while being at ISM. It was sudden adrenalin rush and I strangled and pushed him, even though I never intended to hurt him, he started bleeding.
But I couldn't have controlled either. Throughout my life I have lived by a rule to never talk (or ignore) to those people with whom I can get into problems( read "fight"). I take this decision only when I exhaust all methods to get along that person. Its better to leave a shimmer of hope than killing it all together by having a bad fight.
But this was not the case with this boy. He could keep from interrupting into my corner. Today was it and on a whit of provocation it came out.
Sorry for that... I cannot say sorry to him and I know I shouldn't , I am saying sorry to myself